Lesbian love : Confusion

I feel like my head

is overwhelmed and complicated

The sensible thing

would be to react

but instead I sat here and waited

I guess I thought everything would work its own self out

But I'm beginning to feel trapped;

I'm in a cage

and all I can do is shout

I scream at the top of my lungs

but there's no one around to hear

I'll be strong

put on a happy face

and will not cry one tear

It seemed to be such an easy decision

As fury and mixed emotions arise

my strength lessens

and blurs my vision

I guess in this world there really are

no simple choices

Most people only listen

to other peoples' opinions and voices